listen..... listen. you are literally one of my favorite writers. you create such an atmosphere in your fics that rivals the source material for depth & vividness, and your characters, whether original or from canon, are interesting and unique and (especially with your OCs) leave me wanting to read even more about them. i am constantly in awe of what you do with words. even besides that, you're the leader of the tolkien femslash army (or... something) and do so much for the fandom. thank you for being so awesome <3